[Intro] [Chaos Network] Yeah Chaos Network Garcia We're still crossing these fields The journey's gotten harder But we'll cross farther Let's go! [Verse 1] [Chaos Network] Loss, Love, Lessons All these L's I'm taking makes lose more than I'm gaining I'm entering a game and it will put me in a section Only ones that understand, are on the road to something grand I'm grateful for the chance to try and better what I am Many doubts run through my mind, I'm losing space with all I cram Every time I get ahead, something puts me in a jam And I'm fighting my own fate so there's a chance I might be damned But let's go! With nothing to lose I walk this path Motivated by my past, and the dreams that I grasp I fight the fear in my heart, a weapon that I used It can be used for good, an option I won't always choose I'm imperfect Yeah I know But that's good Now I can grow I won't take things for granted I'm not scared to take a challenge d**h will always be the enemy Life always takes my energy Live and then I die Or do I die and never try? This journey got harder without warning I'm supposed to play the game, but things are stopping me from scoring The struggle is the story I can use it as a power Source of all the suffering will not be hinting any louder Load this Nato in my Hecate The second someone blinks at me They'll feel the pain It'll go way As quickly as it came Life and d**h they correlate What's the plan to formulate Do I fight the system? Knowing that creates an issue Double meaning Since the level has increased My resolve will match it's speed I'll light up the fields I leave And grab a rose to help me breathe As I'm walking past the trees I quickly study what I see I might be too deep into things You can blame "reality" My emotions is the bullet I'm the gun, the trigger? Pull it This world is so confused A bomb that needs to be defused I started Crossing Fields early Innocence left in a hurry Air is blue because of sorrow Shoot past that into tomorrow Then Ignite!! Ignite!! [x2] [Hook] [Chaos Network] Shooting these emotions (these emotions) Talking to my God, he said I'm chosen (that I'm chosen) Even though we know I'm feeling broken (feeling broken) I'm fighting for these dreams that I'm holding (that I'm holding) *repeat [Verse 2] [Dejay Garcia] 2:16 - 2:46 Ran through a d**h trapped field This gun and sword I wield Part two of the sequel this time I'm In my feels Answers I long for on this hill Stalemate I'm at standstill Steady gripping this trigger I'm sweatin bullets Just pull it The devil's testing God's blessing I crossed a field with dual weapons I gave new hope with a message And learned life's love with a lesson I'm broken down with a frown Still I smile just like a clown I hate showing my weakness Why I never back down Yet I make the same mistakes Get played like video games I swear I'm addicted to pain like prescriptions my last name With all the Ls that I took you would think that I'd be insane Instead I'm crossing a plane Igniting to go away [Bridge] [Chaos Network/Dejay Garcia] Slow it down May these fields ignite My desire to live my life All of my struggles don't seem right So I'm fighting with all my might I need to grab my closest friends Cause I need their help again Doing this alone, I cannot win I ask for your support until the end [To beat the game that we're in Use the power made from within Concentrate, shoot with precision Illuminate, start Field Ignition] x2 [Hook] [Chaos Network] Shooting these emotions (let them free) Talking to my God, he said I'm chosen (up to me) Even though we know I'm feeling broken (paying fees) I'm fighting for these dreams that I'm holding (I'm holding dreams) *repeat