Chakkra Tara - Fallen lyrics

[Intro: Chakkra Tara] Came so far Don't know where god will lead us next but Only time will tell Came this far Run up [Verse: Chakkra Tara] Do you believe in a God Do you believe in these lies Do you believe that its time Do you believe that the blood on my hands that I hold is my brothas Look me in the eyes Do I look alive Or do you see d**h in my future Its something that troubles my mind At the age of 11 I learned I was nothing shy from the fear they hide I'm a monster to many full of Henney so much emotion inside You don't know what its like to be taken away from the peace I was given way back in the day I was so full of life Now I don't feel safe anymore Those days pa**ed a long time ago Where I could live some more Hoping I make it to see 21 Working so hard so My mother can see me on TV and yell out "yes that is my son" You see letting go My best lesson in life Would it safice If I gave you back everything that i instilled in my life Would everything I've done back in the day be put on the line You'll know when someone is really about you these opportunity's man I had to climb Why you ashamed by the silence Why do you live so defiant Some people care more about their own feelings than anyone dying, damn Young hot ebony yea girl I see you Seems like everybody tryna be you Cause you doin numbers on numbers on numbers Used to miss you Till I woke from my slumber Now every night i'm up till 5 in the morning just tryna be better Creating these moments Cause I won't be here for too long I won't be here for too long So I hope that one day when my babies get older they'll play daddy's song But that's not important No that's not important The police protect who they Been trained to protect That's another story For another time So many youngins like me who are k**ed at the top of they prime And Black kids playen dead So they can survive And I wish I could hear from my choir the reason why we are so hated and pushed to the side a solution is dire I pray yall get to live and grow And watch all of your grand babies rise up a moment of silence a moment of silence A moment of silence no more mercy that will be left inside us, left inside us [Verse 2: Chakkra Tara] I pray none of yall become hashtags In a body bag in that road This one for all of my boys on the road Reppen that dirty dirty on the go This one for my boys that made it back home From the 202 the 404 215 609 212 305 till we die Still we rise Wait a while Don't tell me now This our sound This our sound I made a plate to save some space for saving grace and but saying grace We can't relate cause prayer is gone along with faith the love can wait But make no mistake I will erase the things you claimed you did create Cause in the game there's expiration dates And all yall are my pray None of yall have a say Do you regret yesterday Cause ill make you rethink of today Get back under your covers When demons awake Im an angel that's fallen but I am so proud of The outcome no matter what anyone say Yes I gave up on people I loved At times i did things ill never speak of The only one here is my lord up above I don't care for the petty cause nothing just seems to be steady I don't know if I will come back to the city cause times here are rough don't believe they will let me I lied so much how could a brotha forget me I did too much tryna get yall to accept Me my brothas they tell me I'm hard on myself But I think Cause I've yet to love myself Damn I just wish I could go get some help I just wish I could get some help But for now Ima k** everybody nobody can stop me or top me or Drop me from body to body I never knew that I would make it yea I thought u forgot me Man I don't want to say it but Go head and take it I don't need that A list I just need one playlist Don't care for awards I just want a placement Up in heavens gates Beside all the patience King Chakkra The Lord knows me well as the fallen Watch how you take it Shout out to the Brothas who are in fear of their I pray you make it I pray you make it King Chakkra Amen