Chakkra Tara - Can We Fly Now lyrics

[Intro Verse: Chakkra Tara] I fell into sorrow When everything changed Life took a turn on me Wasn't the same Looked at a couple friends differently They wasn't meant for me Man we all coulda ate But that ain't meant to be So that is dead to me Can I tell you something I am so blessed to be Moving so graciously Yall were awaiting me Someone told me that I made it see Wish my grandfather was here rip to the realest g What do you see When a kings at the top of the tree I go by the name of chakkra And this is a letter to me I was on my knees inside of the chapel The devil had my neck up under a grapple Is seeing truly believing Cause when I met you your soul was as pure as the garden of Eden Then all of a sudden you changed up on me like the seasons Why people leaving when ever you need em What is it about you that make u mistreat em Is it your past or lack of your freedom Im comin for heights that you said I ain't reachin God is still blessing me he is the reason God always listens His words I repeat em Dont hate the people who never believed in the work you put in just to get to this piece and in 10 years ahead my children will be eating due To my decisions and how good I treat em I dont chase people or feelings I do my thing move along and eventually see them And if you ain't speaken dont think that it hurts me Cause your presence never leaven you gone follow me way way way up to the top and comment on everything that I have dropped Nobody knows what it's like to be trapped Moma told me I was bigger than rap on the phone at Tanner Homes I came alone I left my girl For what I know I let my ways just take control I let they words become my soul My black is gold my flesh is cold my auntie knows I hurt some people on this road I never cared bout who you know who you think you will become You see my son will live to know about the past and all we done to Get this close You'll know never about this life and all we hold Everything that was behind me Ill never let it define me In time youll see who im tryn be Pray up to everyone pa**ing away Pray up to all of my brothas away Pray up to all of my sistas away Pray up to all of my angels I give thanks to you and my god everyday that I wake Never a day I dont make a mistake But how do you learn if you always the same Take care of everything that has a name Nothing is promised and ima be honest good company isnt a name It is a way that we tend portray that regardless success doesnt come in a day Its my depiction of being alone but still smiling even when the rains in the way It is the seperation from the world we live in to the world I dream of every day So many rips So many apologizes So many tears shed So little I can see She wrote a letter for me She said you the best thing that happened to me Love is the focus of how we all speak But maybe thats just me But maybe it's ok For us to be afraid For us to never know For us to fall today So much been happening I almost took my own life away Now we in good company Living so humbly Look up at all of the stars It'll leave you wondering About Is this where, where I wanna be Is this all they have for me Is this all they have for me I don't even know no more If this what I wanna be Is this what I wanna do Is this what I wanna see I don't even know no more If we in Good Company They told me I'm great you see They told me I'm great you see Sometimes I question things Sometimes I question things