Ceyingy - Push lyrics

[Intro] Life can be a bully, but so can people too [Verse 1] I've been through sh**, and I just stood and took it Like my bullies, they took the way I acted and turned it into comedy I was so stupid to know that if I acted the same again, they would bully me times 10 I hated them, it was a bad time in my life Their words felt like a pinch from a knife I didn't wanna be bullied, but there was nothing I could do I kept on inviting them to bully me so I decided to not want to go to school but I had to, if I faked sick then I would get expelled from school, at the time I thought that would be cool I would be away from the bullies but I had to attend because my education wasn't that good but I acted better in the end When I left, I acted more better than I did so no one at college would bully me [Hook] All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me [Verse 2] Back then I was not all that smart I would get in trouble when the teacher heard me fart I didn't fit in, not at all The bullies got worse when they gave me a prank call I decided to lie and say that I changed my number so they wouldn't risk prankin' me but I was wrong Now I am expressing all this in a song I never stayed calm, used to cut a line on my palm I never did all that good I should have did things that I should Really in a way I was a bully I used to tease them into bullying me so they would become bullies Now, I am bully free but will that ever change [Hook] All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me [Verse 3] I used to have nightmares at night Dreaming about spiders ganging up on me and giving me a bite I felt like I was in Nightmare on Elm Street There was no Freddy but spiders to replace him The light would turn dim, that is all in my dream, not in my mind I would dream bad, now I dream about the things I want to dream about and not things that will keep me up at night Life is sometimes sh**e I was a huge bully victim Felt like I was gettin' punched in my rectum Wanted to wreck them, tell the bullies that they will be a nobody [Hook] All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me