Ceschi - Rowing in Circles lyrics

[Hook] It seems hopeless floating on this winding river It seems that I'll never get to where I'll lay Oh so softly on a bed head on a pillow Know the road can make a man forget his age Touch me baby till I forget my own name Touch me gently on the head or through the veins I've been rowing 'round in circles 50 days I've been rowing 'round in circles 50 days [Verse I] Forget about it Money come, money go Hustling hard trying to paint plastic gold Happy in my Connecticut hole Got that Hemingway shotgun to the head swagger though Sometimes feel like a jaded mess I'm the ashes of David Koresh or less Tangled in webs Even at my best there will never be an S emblazoned on my chest So what's next? So what's next? [Hook] It seems hopeless floating on this winding river It seems that I'll never get to where I'll lay Oh so softly on a bed, head on a pillow Know the road can make a man forget his age I've been rowing 'round in circles 50 days I've been rowing 'round in circles 50 days [Verse II] Money come, money go Many men make many mistakes over money though That's the road Always surrounded but still alone Spent my last dime trying to live in a musical Never lost sight of my goals, but it's so cold With rats crawling into your home That clichéd cloud over my head is so real My Grandmother's d**h was so real I'm so fake Ten cop guns to my head were so fake Can't feel a goddamn thing, but I'm awake Will I ever learn from these stupid f**ing mistakes? Rowing in circles trying to turn ponds to lakes I'm so me so bored of it Bullet in my mouth spit out ornaments Was I really born for this sh** Or will I be torn to bits By a swarm of regrets Is that it?