Ceeingee - Antidote lyrics

[VERSE ONE] I FEEL LIKE I WANNA TAKE 10 PILLS A DAY TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M BOTH STRAIGHT AND GAY I AM BEGINNING TO BE b*tchING I ALWAYS TRY AND LOOK FOR TABLETS IN THE DAMN KITCHEN I JUST FEEL DAMN LOW AND RASHES THAT IS ALWAYS ITCHIN' I HATE THE FACT THAT I'M KNOWN TOO MUCH PEOPLE WHO HAVE PASSED I SOMETIMES DON'T FEEL LIKE TO LIVE, I KNOW I'M 20 BUT LIFE IS DAMN ANNOYING AND sh*t SOMETIMES AIN'T DAMN PLENTY I HATE sh*t, SOMETIMES I WRITE RHYMES TO ESCAPE CAN'T FIND A WAY TO DEVELOP A PERSONAL OWN SHAPE NOT IN A GOOD SHAPE, I HAVE A WEIGHT PROBLEM, I WAS NOT FAT AS A KID BUT THEN BECAME FAT AFTER EATING BEATING MY HEAD AGAINST THE fu*kIN' WALL, DON'T GIVE ME A CALL BECAUSE I CAN'T ANSWER, GOT NO TIME fu*kIN' TAKIN' WEED TO GET HIGHER THAN A FIRE CAUSE I'M SO DAMN SMART THAT I CAN RULE THE BRITISH EMPIRE, I AIN'T A LAIR IF A THICK UGLY GIRL SIGNS TO ORJIN RECORDS, I'LL FIRE HER WE ONLY SIGN SMART PEOPLE WHO AIN'T AS UGLY I'LL KILL A DAMN PAKI FOR TALKING WEIRD AND FOR HAVING A BIG BLACK MESSY BEARD [Chorus] I'LL TAKE AN E, I'LL TAKE PAINKILLERS EVERYDAY I'LL GET DRUGGED UP, RUGGED UP MAN I'M SO PLUGGED UP I'LL TAKE AN ANITDOTE CAUSE THERE'S LIFE MOMENTS THAT I WANNA NOTE [VERSE TWO] SITTING BETWEEN A JUNKIE AND A DRINK ADDICT WITH A FACE OF A BACK END OF A BUS THAT IS GONNA BLIND US ALL IF WE LOOK INTO THE sh*t WE LOOK INTO THE sh*t IT IS, THE fu*kIN' sh*t THAT KNOWS THE UGLY MAY GIVE US A HORRIBLE HIT, fu*k IT I'MMA HAVE RHYMES TO SPIT, fu*kIN' SON OF A b*tch A BOY TRIED TO RIP ME fu*kIN' OFF TIL I CHOKED HIS THROAT AND HOPED HE WOULD DIE DUE TO LACK OF BREATHIN' I'M JUST FINISHED NOW SO I'M LEAVING I'M BREATHIN' FASTER THAN A CAR DRIVIN' INTO A DAMN RIVER IN GLESGA sh*t, HOW MANY TIMES AM I GONNA OR HAVE SAID sh*t THAT SHOWS THAT I AIN'T AFRAID TO BE EXPLICIT IF I HAVE sh*t TO SAY, I'LL EXPRESS IT I DID GO TO fu*kIN' SCHOOL, DIP HEAD IN POOL I DON'T MEAN SNOOKER, I'LL HOOK UP WITH THE MOST UGLIEST HOOKER I AIN'T TALKIN' ABOUT THE MUSLIM BONG LIKE A COASTER, I'M HOLDIN' ON [Chorus] I'LL TAKE AN E, I'LL TAKE PAINKILLERS EVERYDAY I'LL GET DRUGGED UP, RUGGED UP MAN I'M SO PLUGGED UP I'LL TAKE AN ANITDOTE CAUSE THERE'S LIFE MOMENTS THAT I WANNA NOTE [VERSE THREE] DEPRESSING, REALLY IS THAT THE FIRST WORD THAT COMES UP IN MY HEAD FOR THE START OF THE 3RD VERSE I SOMETIMES FEEL THAT I'M DEPRESSED MORE THAN ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, SET FIRE TO THE TIME THE TIME TICKS, THE HARD PICKS AND sh*t TO KNOW WHERE'S MY DAMN FLOW, sh*t I GOTTA KNOW AND GOT NOTHIN' TO DAMN SHOW I'M DAMN READY TO GO DOWN WITH THE GO THERE AIN'T A FLOW, IT'S JUST THE SOUNDING THAT GIVES IT A SHOW THE LITTLE SHOW THAT MY BESTIE PUTS ON, TIME TO RAP A MILLION VERSES IN ONE SONG, MAYBE I WON'T DO THAT UNLESS I GO ON DRUGS GET HIGH, GOODBYE CAUSE MY HEAD IS ON FIRE LIKE MY MIND IS BURNING TURNING, sh*t IS ON AND EAT SWEETCORN, I HATE SWEETCORN THOUGH I LOVE POPCORN, I LOVE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE I HAVE IN MY HOUSE I EAT CHEESE MORE TOO LIKE A MOUSE GET A SPOUSE AND TELL HER THAT SHE JUST FOUND A BOY WHO IS A DAMN REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE BECAUSE I HATE OLD MOVIES, SUCH AS THE WIZARD OF OZ [Chorus] I'LL TAKE AN E, I'LL TAKE PAINKILLERS EVERYDAY I'LL GET DRUGGED UP, RUGGED UP MAN I'M SO PLUGGED UP I'LL TAKE AN ANITDOTE CAUSE THERE'S LIFE MOMENTS THAT I WANNA NOTE