CCC-P - The Night of the Martyrs lyrics

Oh, I've seen where it's left me A hundred times I won't f** this over again Something inside is Making me shake Does this mean I'm ashamed? I tried to be a guardian, but now I'm the k**er A terrorist in your big, blue eyes I never lost faith, I never lost hope But when it came to pa**, you lost your mind Are you afraid? Be sheltered Hide beneath the feathers of the jester's mask Don't be afraid; just feel betrayed Like me when you broke the gla** I've k**ed a hundred times With words you don't mean But you sleep so soundly when I bleed You are the subtractor but you don't add up Are you happy now that I've burned my feet? I'm a heartless f**ing animal, I wanna' start a war Isn't that right, Judge Levvy? You can't see the picture if you close your eyes Don't cry, don't you ever cry Are you afraid? Be sheltered Hide beneath the feathers of the jester's mask Don't be afraid; just feel betrayed Like me when you broke the gla**