It was a wonderful puddle I played in And I was so young when it hit me You think my life is a vacation That I'm adjusting to this medication [Chorus] So could feel more Care less So I could get this This sh** off my chest And you wouldn't resent me For the stuff that I cannot do Like waking up early Or getting day drunk with you Wasn't the fall radicalized me It's what happened when I hit the ground [Chorus] But this is the new me And I won't apologize Yeah this is the new me And I hope that you realize That I was born strong Like the ones that made me And I was made soft By the one that raised me And this is my last call This is my rock bottom This is my curtain call This is my bus ticket And this is my last call This is my rock bottom This is my curtain call This is my bus ticket Bus ticket