Cavin - Growing lyrics

[VERSE 1] You know that I've been good In person you know I could I'm sorry to this one girl She is my world We ain't in love But it feels like it though She shine brighter than a dove But she don't know how she feel about me though I promise you that everything will be cool Ms. Jackson helped take off your cool This is the pain of a young man Exploring what he can You can judge his flow and his rhymes But you will never take the heart of those lines I will spend what I can I really want you to understand I'm just writing It comes to mind what I'm abiding Please girl hold onto your dreams Cause everything ain't what it seems You try to tell them what you know But they look at you for a private show You can do better than all of them I will never take advantage of you just like them I'll tell you that everything is fine Just keep that intelligent mind I'm growing away from my family Cause they just don't understand me You try to rhyme It takes some time You try to see what it define But your stuck in a position, so you might as well cross the line You try to tell 'em what's real, but they shoot you down and take your shine Cause everything they tell you isn't really what it seems, get it [VERSE 2] I try to tell them what I am But they're not listening to my plan No need for weed Just a little bit of natural speed Music is in my genes like a crease Every rapper fronting me is gonna be deceased You can tell I ain't f**ing around You can tell that I am worldwide bound I'm going home with a mission Anybody talking sh**, I'll dismiss 'em I try to stay positive But I'm surrounded by negative My family always in the rough We go through it and we are still tough I try to relate to their struggle But supporting a family and paying bills puts you deeper in the rubble So my stepdad would work a double to keep us from eviction Storytelling is what I'm never rebelling cause this is a non-fiction Everybody telling you lies You try to live their lives Please open up your eyes, and recognize Stop suffering from family ties Cause everything they tell you isn't really what it seems, yeah