Cavin - Dear God lyrics

[VERSE 1] Dear God You took the wrong one As his body lays in a casket I mope about finding the one He completed his mission by how he masked it You've taken the first person who saw me rhyme I don't believe that this is his time All I know is that you did us wrong I'm not mad, but why now? His soul and heart was strong But why take him now? If it wasn't for him We wouldn't be us I fully appreciate and thank him God bless him and us This is for you The angel that will guide us Ricky I thank you and the whole gang I know we haven't talked I know that you will help us blow up with a big bang This time you guide me and show me where I should walk Cause in the end it's you that will help us all I know that this is long overdue But the family is struggling I sometimes pray for a better view I know my career is also struggling I ask myself why am I not as big as this other kid? I ask why am I good at writing, but get overlooked cause of this other kid? I think it's time that I get the message The message of blessage I try to pray everyday, but I always forget my way I want to become a saint, but all I am is a sinner No debate No Mafia Just the top of the dome I write to ya I keep my mind in a subtle place To keep me from becoming a disgrace I am trying to get on a good pace The people want this then and there I always look around for a prayer, but it's everywhere I just don't look I just occasionally write in this notebook I don't abuse my talent I write to one day be on Fallon Maybe Kimmel, but I got to do everything right to be I gotta do what is right to me I need a break right now I can't decide if I want to be 6 stacks, Intelllekt or Cavin now What I know is that if I go back to what I used to it will drag me down And I don't want to die in this darkened town My use of cussing is for my frustration This is my therapy, muse, and motivation Cause in the end I hope that they embrace me and him Oh god please help me reach my personal heaven