Catie Turner - (Wish I Didn’t Have to) Lie lyrics

[Chorus] I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night [Verse 1] You ruined the J-Train You ruined Fleetwood for me too I only think about the good days Know it's cause I'm scared to let go of you You fu*ked up New Jersey, you fu*ked up the way I see myself I don't think of how you hurt me But it hurts like hell [Verse 2] It means I'm still in denial, It's a cycle Another year flies by It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door [Chorus] Oh I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hatе the way I tell myself I'm finе [Verse 3] You messed up late-night drives You messed up Target for me too I don't throw away our Polaroids I think it's cause I'm scared to tell the truth It's always the littlest things Sweatshirts and video games You probably don't feel the same [Chorus] I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine [Bridge] I wish I didn't have to lie Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh) Wish I didn't have to lie Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh) [Chorus] I don't hate you I just hate the way I miss you And I hate the way it hits me at night I don't hate you I just hate the way I love you And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine I wish I didn't have to lie Wish I didn't have to lie