Catharsis - Pro Memoria lyrics

I pa** my way through pictures of her cries And pain in my scarred soul's like clouds in skies I recognize my guilt: It's my fault: but I see dark sufferings breaking fender heart My life paints black, I can't live it right Cold winds of sorrow blow in the night I see the gates with painter-drawn landscapes I follow "it" to path that leads away [Chorus:] I feel the dawn My cage is left You go towards the lawn Avoiding inner d**h You made me be alone For better love you strive You're free of soul stone I'm free of soul life I ask my angel: "Where is the key?" (shadows of deeds in past don't let me be) "Your painful sins will make your cold soul dead You are to confess 'n' to pray, my son", - he said My mind recalls the circle of black swans They whirled around the lake and choose wax dolls Which symbolized the torment of her heart Dark birds were silent waiting for the judge [Chorus.]