CatchphraseAngel - f** lyrics

[Verse 1: CatchphraseAngel] Me , i been doing myself lately, lock myself in my room , company makes me crazy, now I ain't dumb im just lazy. Been realizing sh** thats been in my face for the longest, my will to live is the strongest, but this month i been on my lowest. don't call my phone cause I ain't gonna answer, let that sh** ring I ain't calling back cause I don't dont wanna hear sh** from anyone I don't wanna see nobody's face hop off my dick im tryna stay focused, aware of everything happening Around us, underestimated by my own n***as, turned into snakes i feel the viper venom. I ain't been eating much, getting outta bed is though, dad ain't pick up the phone, im just a son he dropped, my mom is still here and i guess i still love her, not as much as i should but I don't live holding grudges. Forgive forget like a christian , my mind and soul are mismatched... [Verse 2: CatchphraseAngel] to my n***as i wanna say some of yall stayed the same ain't switch up on me but some of yall did ain't that wasn't a good deed, f** out my face when i be thinking when i hold it in i be sinking thinking out loud on a mic wronging the right, f** your creations, f** your relations , f** your pavement im sick of being patient , no i do not worship satan, memorize all these faces, i do this sh** on a daily basis, i used to sleep in a basement, Man i just wanna be alone. Dont look for me when im gone, don't even wanna be known, do not disturb on my phone cause I don't wanna be reached , I don't wanna be followed, wish i could find a good girls but all these b**hes so shallow. swallow the sadness that follows the verse that i had just written, nobody is supposed to listen, i see the car in the distance i know it's coming