Catchers - Deflect lyrics

As still as I am keeping I can cut through all of this It's just the strongest feeling, My shield goes up and I deflect My heart is strong enough to stay on-lie If I just hide out. It's getting harder to unlean, Come home. Energy escaping, it's like you're slowly burning up When it all comes charging in I'll try to make it stop. It keeps me spun, it keeps me drunk. Out in my space I send you light, I send you love Always. Is there anyone out there? I'm shutting down again. Are you receiving anything at all?