[Helena] The words so rude of Drood had caused me great alarm: That devil might cause neville to cause him some harm! Sister and mother to my brother I have been-- And so to smother Drood, I had to do Drood in! I meant no violence, that christmas morn: I meant to silence this Edwin's scorn The sky it wept, no view of light As I crept into the night! Unsteady Drood, half-dazed with wine... This "Eddy" Drood had raised my spine! I took my veil off, and lost my mind! My veil did sail off, I tossed it blind It wound and bound his caped coat And draped around his throat I meant to gag him, but I did snag him So I did drag him off to hell! I'd k** another, to save my brother-- I did it well! And guilty am I and blamless is he-- Guilty am I, I cry...Shamlessly! And, rosa! Forgive me for taking your lovly boy away from you I only meant to save my brother...Rosa...Mr. Crisparkle... Neville, I need someone's forgiveness! Damn you all!