Cash Sinatra - Secret Garden lyrics

I'm locked up, trynna find a way out And stay out With this blueprint and layout Can I get a day out ? sh**, and just lay out They follow a n***a Try to take the gay route Skippin' after "I" Like I took the "J" out Now the K's out Smoke L's till ya dazed out Im mazed out Spin 'till my minds gone I'm on, business shirt and my tie on Lookin' for love my eyes drawn but mine's gone Ironic they all wanna follow when the lines long They all want a slice when the pie's gone Or they always wanna take what ya eyes on So I shop with my eyes closed Guys fold Ya poker face got they eyes rolled Girls ? Ya slim pockets got they thighs closed Bet if you bring a thicker stack you can get the cat sh** is backwards Love is really hate 'Cuz the ones that you trust and love is really fake Oxymoron ?... really... fake Question ? who gon' be my friend when my milli made ? G.O.A.T. ? Im Billy made Really they Not watchin' 'till im really paid with 50k On a driddy day Silly hey ! Don't know im on a cheese-steak out 'Till im Philly made Im pissed on a sh**ty day All that means is that I'mma beast till im Diddy paid With 50 maids and they all got they titties raised That's the type of life im trynna live