Casey Veggies - Searching lyrics

[Intro] Ayy, say what's up to the haters Now we getting paper Thank my momma, she made me Aww man [Verse 1] I said I'm thinking can I keep me on the wrap Me and the homie, four door, three in the back Shout out Anwar Carrots helped put me on the map So it [?] me and my team on me it's a wrap Me and the homies moving, you standing still on flats All talk, cat stack type n***as Listed to Ye first then start bumping to Jigga Now I'm bumping myself How'd this happen man, I don't remember Now I got a new girl, my ex mad when I'm with her Swear a young boy shining like a back full of glitter First n***a when we was young, had girls sending me pictures My dad probably predicted he produced a winner I'm gone [Hook] [?] you to show me that you want me Or else we going up and down I lost the old me now I'm searching Trying to pick myself off the ground I'm like four days away from k**ing haters til they goe Same girls used to diss me now can't leave me alone I'm just staying calm and I swear I'm in my zone Trapped inside my mind, can't even answer my phone [Verse 2] Everybody hating gave me a reason for my doubt If that girl talking stupid, tell her close her damn mouth Man I'm rapping on these tracks tryna show you what I'm about Raised up in LA but had family down south Man my little cousin died before she learned what life's about She was only like five, sh** in my mind won't leave out (Girl I love you, put no one above you While you living upstairs just know I'm here and I trust you) I ain't talked to ol' girl so I don't know what she been up to But I know love crazy so I ain't even gon' judge you Really had love for you, wasn't just tryna f** you But I'm about to be home so you'll be dumb if you want to Bruh [?] last around these haters, I write my raps in a jumpsuit I beat you so I can touch you This beat comes on and it haunts you You tell me what you need, swear the young boy confront you Don't stand in front of the house, gangstas might really [?] you I'm walking around on my pivot, no dreaming, I'ma live it We puffing like Kobe Bryant, my n***a that's all swishes I'm just a young n***a that's all about his business Brought up from the real so blatantly how I give it I'm gone, I'm on my grind [Hook] [?] you to show me that you want me Or else we going up and down I lost the old me now I'm searching Trying to pick myself off the ground I'm like four days away from k**ing haters til they goe Same girls used to diss me now can't leave me alone I'm just staying calm and I swear I'm in my zone Trapped inside my mind, can't even answer my phone [Interlude] This song goes out to everybody in search of an escape Even if you don't know where to escape to I'm here for you though I just wanted something nobody could take from me but myself From the city of Los Angeles to the world, yeah (My n***as is grind [?] haters I know you mad Cause now I made it) I know you love me, mama You know I'm your man You know I love you, you understand Sleeping in Cla** Don't sleep on your dreams Have faith (I'm gone) [Outro] I've been on my road, I'm gone I'm on my grind, you know just how it goes I [?] just don't know I had to show y'all that I can do it myself Baby it's like I been on my road, I'm out of yours, I'm gone I had to show y'all that I can do it myself Baby it's like, like Who am I? Man I just don't know