You always said you'd never leave me Now you are gone and I'm to blame Living in a hotel room by the airport I hear you're seeing what's his name [Chorus] But those bright lights up in Tulsa Don't shine here in Ft. Worth Lying to myself won't do no good That northern wind blows colder And you're lying on his shoulder Well I'm alone, I'm alone She's in Tulsa I try to sleep but I hear my heart break I try to cry but there's no more tears I can't believe you finally left me We've been together for five damn years [Chorus X3]