Case Studies - Pa**age / Me in the Dark lyrics

I'm in the bed with you again I hold your body just the way you like I have no plans for sleeping So I didn't even kiss you goodnight I'm so afraid to close my eyes I'm terrified of what I'll dream about tonight Ain't it hard to be alone all the time? When I get the chance I'l slip away into any other room With the door shut tight And if you have any decency Then you'll pretend to be asleep so I can write I never made an enemy Who didn't fall in love with me for a while Ain't it hard to want to hold a disguise? Ain't it hard to choose the truth from the lies? If there is a boat-man left Come and take me, be my guide And lead me by the hand across the river To the other side No coin in my mouth But I hope to pay you for my ride With a song For my second saddest lover May she still see the skies Well I don't know if the first one sang to me And I don't know if the last one will sing to me But tonight we've had a little wine And tonight we have a little time And tonight I am on your side Sing to me, in the dark Well, I heard you lost your instrument To the father of your children And until you get it back again Sing to me, in the dark You don't have to take your dress off To be my family for the night Let me wash this Spanish dust off of me We are not ghosts We were never here at all