Existence is where I take myself I lie awake at night, knowing that there is something more It's the lush green fields, where I lay my head at night colors distorted, along with the purpose the ever pressing thought consumes my head little by little, they weave their web around my being over my ears haphazardly through my hair They advance without direction without control without limitations with every move I make I hope to everything that I don't slip into reality which I grip so firmly onto the reality which I so long to be without and when I release my grip and allow my weight to slip I am truly free I realize my potential I realize what it is I need I realize what I had been fighting all along were the reasons I couldn't love home as I transcend beyond myself I am truly free I am truly free