Carol Ann Duffy - The Devil's Wife lyrics

1. Dirt The Devil was one of the men at work, Different. Fancied himself. Looked at the girls in the office as though they were dirt. Didn't flirt. Didn't speak. Was sarcastic and rude if he did. I'd stare him out, chewing on my gum, insolent, dumb. I'd lie on my bed at home, on fire for him. I scowled and pouted and sneered. I gave as good as I got till he asked me out. In his car He put two f*gs in his mouth and lit them both. He bit my breast. His language was foul. He entered me. We're the same, he said, that's it. I swooned in my soul We drove to the woods and he made me bury a doll. I went mad for the s**. I won't repeat what we did. We gave up going to work. It was either the woods or looking at playgrounds, fairgrounds. Coloured lights in the rain. I'd walk around on my own. He tailed. I felt like this: Tongue of stone. Two black slates for eyes. Thumped wound of a mouth. Nobody's Mam. 2. Medusa I flew in my chains over the wood where we'd buried the doll. I know it was me who was there. I know I carried the spade. I know I was covered in mud. But I cannot remember how or when or precisely where. Nobody liked my hair. Nobody liked how I spoke. He held my heart in his fist and he squeezed it dry. I gave the cameras my Medusa stare. O heard the judge summing up. I didn't care. I was left to rot. I was locked up, double-locked. I know they chucked the key. It was nowt to me. I wrote to him every day in our private code. I thought in twelve, fifteen, we'd be out on the open road. But life, they said, means life. Dying inside. The Devil was evil, mad, but I was the Devil's wife which made me worse. I howled in my cell. If the Devil was gone then how could this be hell? 3. Bible I said No not me didn't I couldn't u wouldn't Can' remember no idea not in the room. Get me a Bible honestly promise you swear. I never not in a million years it was him. I said Send me a lawyer a vicar a priest. Send me a TV crew send me a journalist. Can't remember not in the room, send me a shrink where's my MP send him to me. I said Not fair not right not on not true not like that. Didn't see didn't know didn't hear. Maybe this maybe that not sure not certain maybe. Cant remember no idea it was him it was him Can't remember not in the room. 4. Night In the long fifty-year night, these are the words that crawl out of the wall: When morning comes, I will finally tell. Amen. 5. Appeal If I'd been stoned to d**h If I'd been hung by the neck If I'd been shaved and strapped to the Chair If an injection If my peroxide head on the block If my tongue torn out at the root If from ear to ear my throat If a bullet a hammer a knife If life means life means life means life But what did I do to us all? To myself When I was the Devil's wife?