Carly Pearce - Never Wanted To Be That Girl lyrics

You helped me change a tire In a Citgo parking lot You said we both could use a beer And I said, "Hell, why not" What started out as one night Turned to six months just like that You never had a ring on So I never thought to ask But then last night I saw a message on his phone It said, "Hey, babe, what time you coming home?" I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I've heard about those women Who didn't have a clue The ones who made excuses Like my mama used to do And he jumps in the shower Just as soon as he gets home And I'll spend half an hour Going through his phone I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl Oh, and I feel stupid I feel cheap I feel used I feel weak I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely Only happens to somebody else Being the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl