CARLA STARK - START STARTING lyrics

Emptiness fills me up whether it’s night or day Everyday of my life is lived as yesterday I try to go on but end up facing a wall Only a real ghost would go through it all Loneliness keeps me warm in my bed at night Everyday of my life is lived in complete fright I try to reach out sometimes but end up more alone I’m meant to be on my own I have to stop stopping I have to stop dreaming I have to start starting I have to start moving I have to stop stopping I have to stop hiding I have to start starting I have to start breathing Sitting out my own life, I'm watching from above Trying to fit in everybody else's gloves I know for a fact I’m the only one to blame I need some help but would waste it if it came The hole inside of me is getting bigger and bigger The thoughts inside my head are darker and darker I always run from the idea of hope I wanna stay sad and mope I have to stop stopping I have to stop dreaming I have to start starting I have to start moving I have to stop stopping I have to stop hiding I have to start starting I have to start breathing I’m trying hard to see that my future could be bright I’m looking hard for the ray of light I have to stop stopping I have to stop dreaming I have to start starting I have to start moving I have to stop stopping I have to stop hiding I have to start starting I have to start breathing I have to stop stopping I have to stop dying And now I start starting And now I choose living I have to stop stopping I have to stop dying And now I start starting And now I choose living I have to stop stopping I have to stop dying And now I start starting And now I choose living