Carissa's Wierd - You Should Be at Home Here lyrics

if i could feel anything it wouldn't feel at all like this if i could wake anywhere i wouldn't wake up at home if i could hear anything it would be your voice to say you should be you should be at home here now i dont feel at home at all this is where i will sit to pay for all the wrong i've done this is where i will sleep to pay for all the wrong i've done this is where i will wake to pay for all the wrong i've done this is where i will think about all the wrong i've done hope your funeral goes as planned and everyone falls all around you bringing flowers to make a pillow for your weary head i wont be there when you scream at all the voices all around you saying the things you never ever want to hear about i wont be there when you die a thousand d**hs for just one lie it's amazing how you stay awake at all i'll be waiting way down here and i'll be waiting all alone waiting for you waiting for you all the rats and spiders will probably laeve me here alone just like everyone they've got something better that they can do everything that was to be forgotten us and will be gone everyone that was to be now somehow all became a memory