{Verse 1} These walls, my air suddenly disappears And the note I began to write went away with the last breeze I felt no purpose in waiting for your smell to swallow me again I felt no purpose in waiting for your smell to swallow me again In fact I'm distant from your door, I'm distant from myself Why won't this breeze come back and refill these lungs? (These lungs) Why can't I see the colors of you that I try to bring back? Gray, gray, gray It's all I see {Chorus} When I'm walking the road back home All I see is my own footprints Gray, why did you take me here? When I'm walking the road back home All I see is my own footprints Gray, why did you take me here? {Verse 2} Your home is closer now; it's always been closer for me Because the walks I used to take were reaching for its end But I can still taste the smell of spring and your name lights up in me I know that I've been choking on the road I know, and I'm sorry I'm sorry for the things I've said I'm sorry, I'm sorry I might be too late to fix this I might be too selfless to help you {Outro} I might even see you again But my legs won't help me standing up And my heart still says that there's a sun For you and me between colors again Between colors again