Cardinals Pride - Low lyrics

I came this close to quitting, leaving the note that would ruin it all I’d struggle everyday trying to make ends meet despite the lack of time And the evil that lived inside of me I came this close to abandoning everything that still mattered to me Even though I knew it would warrant my d**h I came this close to choosing security So close to choosing security It’s funny how this anchor is the only thing that keeps me from drowning But trust me this time I am here to stay I came this close to losing it all to fear I came this close to giving up on this I can’t see myself anywhere but here I came this close to giving up on this I am here to stay