Cardinal Sin - Good for Nothing lyrics

Why do I learn enough to just get by? Enough to make my family cry Will I ever escape and would it ever last? Or will I crawl back? This is not the life I asked for I'm face to face with all my demons Turnmy head but can't ignore This state I'm in Will I get to the next? Will I ever get to have some rest? Knowing that everything's all good Barely scraping by, never ahead Sick of asking help from friends Will I ever wake up before it's out of hand When will I learn? I tell myself to calm down Sit back,just relax No need for a heart attack But I'm having trouble shaking disappointment Sorry Mom and Dad