Cardinal Sin - Eye-Opener lyrics

It's out of my hands Why did I let you slip right out of them? When I realized what I had You already moved on I'm losing it, don't sleep for sh** My appetite is gone Will this be my last mistake or will the list grow long? You helped open my eyes What am I doing, I'm 28 years old? Is this when I want to start living life on the road? There's many things I hope to see A wife, child a real family What kind of husband or father would I be? Always gone And how long must I put myself through this? Just how many Heather songs need to exist? I don't want to make you pissed And I don't want to slit my wrists I'll quit with the calls and crying alone I'll just drink myself to d**h