Cardinal Sin - Light Years Behind lyrics

I can't believe this Will I throw it all away? It's been my whole life At least since I was young Bills stack up and don't get paid It doesn't feel right Keep my mouth shut and play along Seldom second guess every action This time I think I might have Wished I had done a few things differently All the crappy jobs, the drinks, and d** Watching too much TV I feel I'm light years behind People the same age as me Can you blame me? Is this really a surprise? Hints weren't hidden All the doubt Keeps growing is size Did I ever lead you on? Not something I tried Hate to think I strung you along Hey, do I have to decide now? Wait, give me more time Hey, I really can't decide this now Wait, I need more time Don't return calls Been climbing walls The days I don't eat Liquor filled fights, the lonely nights Crying myself to sleep I feel I'm light years behind People the same age as me