Carat - Real lyrics

[Verse] Im high so i be roamin' this world The 7th blunt should have me outta' the planet But dont be jealous when you see me in phantoms My n***a i deserve to be where im not so when i drop my first album Dont be surprised for wat i got Im servin' myself shots just to disolve wats in my brain Cause these images that have stayed from my history keep in play Been rollin' up so im blown, Your girl keep blowin' up my phone, Then she asked me if do i love her i responded with no [Hook] I learn from experience, My teachers sayin' im brilliant when really im just ignorant These people makin' me laugh especially in cla** Some tell me that i have issues others say im sad Youll never know me my n***a, Im hard to figure out like calculus Im sudoku my n***a [Verse] Clean cut, cups of codeine , Fresh b**h with tatts Some OE's, Yall n***as just low key n***as makin' payments for talking 'bout being faded Just bring 'em to me and ill have their fake fake language translated Won't fucc around anymore I can't afford to keep on frowning I know ill make it cause i do feel confident all about it But its a different dialect when it comes to this sh** Cause I only influence spirits when it comes to these statements Im sentenced my whole life to never resent it and be committed to rappin' While all my sorrows turn to segments [Hook] I learn from experience, My teachers sayin' im brilliant when really im just ignorant These people makin' me laugh especially in cla** Some tell me that i have issues others say im sad Youll never know me my n***a, Im hard to figure out like calculus Im sudoku my n***a [Verse] This world is fucced up but several told me i am worse I stopped makin' my parents happy when i woke to a nusre My momma sayin' pray every night itll do you good but then I realize that god ain't even in this fuccin' room Ain't atheist, i just have my doubts and reasons and it seems That every time he dont manage to hear my pleasings So at the mean while ill be sinning and not believing Rollin' up while mixing codeine until my 2 eyes are bleeding Im sh**tin' on you b**hes so yes im fuccin' Charmin Won't stop until i get rich and buy out the departments [Verse] I learn from experience, My teachers sayin' im brilliant when really im just ignorant These people makin' me laugh especially in cla** Some tell me that i have issues others say im sad Youll never know me my n***a, Im hard to figure out like calculus Im sudoku my n***a [Verse] Give me directions cause my life is disoriented Ive had possession of golden dreams but i can't neglect them I manage to follow paths that lead me to dif' dimensions Lucidly living cause i dont feel like im in my presence Usually gone when im piff'd cause this world has an attendance And im tense cause everybody thinks that im a menace But fucc it.. sh** I got plenty of tree to blow I release my mind in snow, I dont fucc wit' with coke i just know That nothin' in life really comes out as you want it to be Women'll eat your heart out and thats strong comin' from me But here we go again, Another heart break And b**hes wonder why my heart is cold.. Just like Ice Capades Fuccin' fakes