Car.tell.one - Lost lyrics

Look I invested a whole year on this mix, and I'm worried that it won't work out With out a doubt, the amount don't matter, no, it's your soul that counts But I'm sheedin' these tears an' this blood Rivers runnin' red but I feel the love Lookin' for my purpose Lately I been buyin' the mall ya feel me? All I rock is yeezys now, do I really deserve it? I mean, I earned it all, but why me Can people follow sounds with out seein' the sight so blindly So I'm sayin' this sh** subliminaly Just to make you think ‘Cuz I'm lost on the path, just like the rest of us This is truly the best of me Let my words attest to that If I get murdered arrested over infested with d** will you still love An' listen with pa**ion like my first track So it's never lookin' back from here on out I've got hundreds of songs and have yet to find the sound But that's okay ‘Cuz I'm CTO by night, Bennett by day But the goal is that you'll remember any of the names So I'll never be lost in time That's why I take these signs when I see ‘em Anywhere is better than here And any emotion is better than fear ‘Cuz it holds you down I been around the way So my hits close to home Having anyone is better than being alone Like the dark of the moon Life is beautiful until depression consume you Rest a**ured I'm under control But under pressure too Everyones under the impression that my musics never come'n And I feel the pain But every gain has loss Everything gotta cost Lately time will take it all And it appears that I'm stalling But I promise it's real So I hope and pray that you stick around ‘Cuz I'm exhusted, will you save me from drownin'? An' help me find the way when I'm lost