Captain Tractor - The Rose Bowl Song lyrics

I guess you've seen me here when I come around Face in my beer, I never make a sound I'd really love to talk, but the fear gets in the way And I've got a lot more that I've got to fear than I could ever say Then I see you cry, like some desperate child alone I see you stare, and he doesn't even know how he makes you feel And even if he did he'd never let it show Try to smile, 'cause it doesn't really matter, no I've sorta got my body, kinda got my mind Played in a band in the days behind I really loved to play, but the beer got in the way 'Cause I had a lot more that I had to fear than I could ever say Then I see you cry, like some desperate child alone I see you stare, and he doesn't even know how he makes you feel And even if he did he'd never let it show Try to smile, 'cause it doesn't really matter, no I'm not gonna fade without a fight (I'm not gonna fade without a fight) And I'm gonna hold you when you cry (We'll be together, you and I) Well, I'll be beside you, you'll be alright But I don't feel up to telling you tonight No, I don't feel up to telling you tonight Clearing my tab, guess it's time to go Wrap myself up tight for the bitter walk home I try to say goodbye, but a tear gets in the way And as the years go flying by, I guess I'll wait another day Can't you see me cry, like some desperate child alone Can't you see me stare, and you'll never even know how you make me feel And even if you did you'd never let it show Try to smile, 'cause it doesn't really matter I'm not gonna fade without a fight (I'm not gonna fade without a fight) You're gonna hold me when I cry (You're gonna hold me when I cry) I'm not gonna fade without a fight (I'm not gonna fade without a fight) You're gonna hold me when I cry (We'll be together, you and I) You'll be beside me, I'll be alright But I don't feel up to telling you tonight No, I don't feel up to telling you tonight Tonight...