Capstan - The Wreath and the Follower lyrics

You belong in Austin It’s where your heart’s always been You said I never paid attention but I was listening Every word still resonates Your sense of fear, your sins and faith And all you wish you could embrace Were we a step or an escape? Well maybe I was wrong But maybe you were too It’s just the self-destructive system that we both fell into Symbiotic in nature with nothingness to give Blind eyes see no perspective Left yourself in Portland Or what portions you had left So damaged and it’s obvious Destruction craves an audience And I swear that you need help but won’t accept it Though it k**s to know I can’t give it I’ve done everything but admit that It’s just as much on me Maybe I was wrong But we both know you were too It’s the f**ed up situations that you always pulled me into Symbiotic in nature with nothingness to give Blind eyes see no perspective But that night you lit up my eyes like a field of fireflies And in that brief moment I could see that I was blinded by my inconsistencies I felt my chest decompress I laid the old me to rest And as he haunts my dreams I’m not obsessed I’m enlightened not blessed