Capsize - Calming, Crippling lyrics

Burn. Please. Burn. That calming crippling You can't afford to hit that peak of rage again So just take another hit The only thing that's calming me is f**ing crippling But I need that numbing to breathe Another dollar down the drain, another problem paused for now But what did it really solve? I don't want my mind involved at all I'm losing regard for myself. I'm losing track of all my thoughts I needed something to erase the moment, something to carry me away I don't want to be stuck in this reality I lie motionless, drifting in and out of the colorless walls closing in on me I want to drift away and let my mind fade to black Fall into nothingness, 'cause there's nothing left No chance to catch myself when I'm heart set on escaping Never had a chance to catch myself I don't want to be stuck in this reality I lie motionless, drifting in and out of the colorless walls closing in on me Burn. Please. Burn. Breathe it out, sink and let it numb me