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[Verse One] Anti-social Back with the vocals Trynna go global n***as think i'm loco Only lords know Time let it go Time I gotta wait A humble man is all we need in this world full Of hate Take all you can take They using you for bait I just had to set it straight Who's controlling my fate Why do I not have faith Maybe cause of the times I got no for the Date Or remember my birthday that one time I Was eight If I messed up on the test I'll be taken away (Adoption) You my dad that's the type of sh** That you don't say You cause me a lot of pain but I'll be ok for Now It's hard to get up when they push you down Life of turmoil but I still don't frown So the next time you thinking bout letting me Have it my dog You don't got nothing nice to say then say Nothing at all [Hook] x2 I'm f**ed up But I keep a tab on everything Forgive but don't forget [Verse Two] f** these b**hes and n***as f** these b**h n***as Emotionally drain what can you do to me n***a I wanted to pull that trigger To ease the pain less And just because he smiles doesn't mean he Ain't depress b**hes gave me the dub Then n***as gave me a dub Now I'm addicted to d** And they think it's all love If I don't change my ways then I'm probably gonna die soon That's ok I want my lyrics to reach out to you The cla** clown cla** fool With nothing to do People said you wouldn't be sh** Just tell em (That ain't true) The f** is you The f** is you telling me The only judge I know name is G.O.D Best believe Ain't nothing new that your telling me Used to do bad sh** til then they told on me You won't nothing to do with me fine But just remember you can't see forward in Time So be kind [Hook] x2 I'm f**ed up I keep a tab on everything Forgive but don't forget [Verse Three] All I wanted was a family Something of a amenity But that didn't happen with the cards God Handed me Now you see why I don't believe I got trust issues Used to f** around But now I don't f** with you n***as said I know them for years How could I turn my back I known my dad my whole life And he did exactly that (f** you) My heart is breaking And my nerves shaking Im tired of waking and baking I'm f**ing scared All these f**ing fake illusion they was never There You ain't a friend you ain't no bro You was never there You only care about yourself (Don't f**ing lie to me) Motherf**a I don't need no help My minds weak to the point Where I just want to see you n***as bleed I can't trust n***as or b**hes they filled with Greed I'm tired of smoking weed Tired of drinking heavily I just want somebody to love me I'm f**ing ugly (No don't f**ing hug me) You don't know me like you think you do Use to be single minded until my heart got Spilt in two I'm human so I admit I have feelings The tears from my eyes don't block the view Of the ceiling Here's my soul for a record deal how much You want for it Yeah this wall is pretty nice But if I had my blood up on it With a bullet hole through my head Yall f**ing got me I finally broke down That's what you wanted right I'm tired of my vices I'm tired of these airheads trynna give advice When you don't even know what's is like to Have your wrist near a knife You offended but you brush it off and get High a kite (f** That) Man I think I'm insane Made Cap cause Charles ain't have a dollar in His name They said broke my heart But a fire is all you need just to make it start That's real Only trust four people that's Recc Racks and Scrillz and Kruize My family too Can't forget to include Man I'm so glad I ain't grow up in the Slums Cause I would of caught five bodies of I had That gun Sit and wait for the cops to lock me up I'm that f**ed up I'm just getting close Fighting a battle nobody knows I'm slowly die on the low But who the f** care? Why this track get wrote? When I die let my songs be the suicide note n***a