Canvas - C.O.L.D lyrics

I tried to follow the steps To become the man I long to be I will always remain still With all my failures to keep me company With my head bowed down And both eyes on the ground The cold won’t escape my bones As the seasons change I fear i might remain the same I stand alone afraid to grow The thorns in my side aren’t just for show The simple beauty of this rose Feels a pain that no one else would know Like rain falling from your skin Started higher than you could ever dream Now descends with everything I wish i would achieve I watch the days turn into nights As seasons pa** i fear i might Remain the same and never change With my head bowed down And both eyes on the ground