Repetition follows me In everything i do Its like my feet are nailed to the floorboards Of the house wreck I call home Slowly watching people pa** As they leave me alone Cursed from birth Until i leave this earth I dig my own grave With every breath I take No pill can mask my reality It can’t, its unproscribable I’m sick to d**h Of getting nowhere I dig my own grave With every breath I take Stuck in my way Always the same But there’s only me To face my reality Please stay for a while Cause I’m more scared Than I have ever been I’m self destructive I’m relapsing Please stay for a while Love the boy who hides behind his smile