Can't Swim - Careless.anxious.neurotic.Tired lyrics

How does it feel when you finally know? Rewrote the history, made it up as we go Shot and missed who was I fooling Read the list who was I choosing Don't contemplate before you medicate You'll feel whole again one day Reminisce, no hesitating Total bliss, intoxicating I always knew that I would lose you Thinking about you when You're thinking about me and Thinking about you and Thinking about leaving I'm sick of every single night Wondering if what I said was right Thinking about you and Thinking about leaving How does it feel when you first wake up? The bond we had I guess was not enough Just erase another lover Filled the space now with another I always knew that I would lose you Thinking about you when You're thinking about me and Thinking about you and Thinking about leaving I'm sick of every single night Wondering if what I said was right Thinking about you and Thinking about leaving And it is both a blessing and a curse Feel it all at once then back in reverse I didn't know, I wasn't ready Felt the love fall around us like confetti You took a shot, a warning sign Told me everything I knew would fall apart in time If it gets too heavy, don't let it in Just end the story and start again I always knew that I would lose you I never thought that I would choose to Thinking about you when You're thinking about me and Thinking about you and Thinking about leaving I'm sick of every single night Wondering if what I said was right I'm sick of every single night Wondering if what I said was right