What should we do with this time? Why won't you come over? I'm sick of silence. We tried it a variety of ways and they all lead up. Days of melting into coffee cups. Mental stagnation to cool the decay. Don't look at me; I have no magic solution, I already offered an apartment on the other side of the earth. I'm trusting you too much. Maybe it's time to part. Last time you were by my side it took me weeks to recover. How much would you sacrifice? I'm not going in it twice. I can't go further than that, must return until sunset. Narrow times of sailors in trouble, I want to go back to square one. Wish I didn't know it's sinking. Inhaling a bit of courage, crossing the line that used to lead me. I will dive and this week will pa**. Hear nothing but my own grunts. I will dive and this week will pa**. Continue to exist, continue to exist. Enroll for an emptiness prevention course. Do you feel it's too small for your size? Do you feel it has no content? You could have done anything right now, but it's so damn boring.