The doctor leaks poisonous words from her mouth I don't wanna believe what I'm hearing I can't accept time's running out I've exhausted my options, I've endured the pain. So why is it mercy won't yield to me? I've been so strong through it all. I feel so alone Like I'm the only one I'm fading slowly My energy is gone How can I live when I know there's not much time to live for? So I'm counting down Til I can go home and see you again I wish that I could do it all again I'm counting down Til I can go home and meet the maker I'll ask him why he made it this way There's so many things I had left to do Now I can't get them done and there's nowhere to run My body lies empty my soul full of life They keep telling me to be grateful for All the days I have left and to breath in But how can I breathe the air Without counting my last breath I'm still so afraid I know what's done is done Father why can't I stay? Is this playground overrun? How can I live? Why should I go? I was happy where I am. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Woooh