In my history, certain things kept inside In my lifetime, certain actions I don't take pride Push it away, my solution, as a constant, everytime Communication, break all ties Without a single shred of remorse Block all contact stay my course Push it away, my reaction, without failure, everytime Block it right out, every person, every problem Tired of just running away (running away) Time to confront what's mine Tired of just running away (running away) Time to confront what's mine No resolution, nothing solved With no closure, legs left to stand Allow all distractions, take my command Push it away, out of instinct, my survival, everytime Block it right out, every person, every problem I'll make amends, try to make things right I'll make amends, try to own what's mine I'll make amends, may take forever, at least it's a start I'll make amends, may take a lifetime, at least it's a start My history, will not repeat itself Push it away, won't take this road, push it away