Camisado - Stage IV lyrics

I'm taking five to see if I'm alive Did I survive this accident? Open my eyes and I realize That I am the patient All this time I thought that I had Was gone just like that Without even a f**ing notice You never looked back I held on as long as I could I still can't let go There's a part of me that still Needs you to know I still can't let go I can't deny the pain It's not fair that I still cannot let go I'll do anything f**ing anything It's so sad that I still cannot let go These machines are Keeping me alive But would I know the difference If I were to die You were everything That kept my heart whole Now it's dark once again A body with no soul Is this what I get? A pain can't forget I took out Everything To get rid of you From my heart But I still miss you If I could accept that you're gone I wouldn't need this IV But the only thing I'll accept Is that you'll always be a part of me