This is how you make a monster Stay a f**ing monster I am not right I'm not right What‘s worse than Loving and losing you Is knowing I could have And never getting to I just needed to hear A second of your voice But you were silent When I needed noise You were silent when I needed noise I'm choking on my words Like I've got something to prove I'm choking by your hands Like I'm in a noose I'm choking on my words Like I am someone you used I'm choking on my words I will never It's not the first time and it won't be the last It won't go away, it's always coming back I know your words are f**ing untrue You've got a secret But I know more than you think I do You think you've gotten away But that's not right I know more than you think I do I know you don't know But I know what you did But I don't give a sh** But this is how it begins with the end With the end this is how it begins with the end