Cam Meekins - Ghosts lyrics

[Verse 1] Yo Back when I was dreaming it on Common Ave Or Ma**achusetts with all my homies we almost had A couple thousand to our name but sh** never was different Still amazing races I was winning, we chilled in the kitchen At the dojo throwing house parties with Jake, some people lost touch, some people thought we was fake The sh** that they don't realize, I murder sh** I k** guys The instrumentals knock, but snakes gonna be snakes, man That's just how this sh** goes, I know this industry Been around the block when they pretended to be friends with me It comes as no surprise when people wanna duck and lie My own accountant got more money than these f**in guys I seen it all, seen it all, but I never change Wonder in a couple years if we gon' know your name Drinking crazy when I'm on the road, getting change Building a foundation and we bout to lift the f**in frame Most of these people is ghosts to me, all they ever wanted from me was a quote from me Had my shortie came over and she smoked for free And I keep my circle short, how it's supposed to be I'm a real dude, you be paying for respect I built the whole thing, you just paying for the rent Ask me where I get my confidence from, I guess it started when I realized that I was the one [Chorus] Where you gonna run to? Where you gonna hide? I'm coming to find you Let's go for a ride I'll let down my guard I'll let down my guard [Verse 2] You never know how much it changes till it starts to happen The miscellaneous events to when I started rapping Relationships that turned fake I guess that I'm expected To f** around and I can't lie I've done some things But see I always stay true to two things, you and my family Hope that soon those two become one, and that's the man in me Speaking clearly f**ing with me mentally, I had to switch it With all the things you're going through the sh** is too explicit I really wanna just party that was always your motto The chances of us getting back is like playing the lotto I try to tell you you should slow it down, I know it's tough But I'm the one who's on tour so what the f** do I know? Damn, I guess I've never been the same since But ima change some people's life and that's a great gift These responsibilities got me scared stiff While all these rappers run around and never change sh** Yeah, I'm tryna be someone that I expected I put the album out alone and f** the low projections But if you have yourself a dream then you should go and do it Ain't no one tell me I would ever make it from my music [Chorus] Where you gonna run to? Where you gonna hide? I'm coming to find you Let's go for a ride I'll let down my guard I'll let down my guard [Outro] She just wants (x2) She wants She just wanna get faded Talk about her college cla** She walking down Comm Ave Always so consumed with herself but Work it out for yourself, just I'll let my guard down but it ain't even that hard for you girl, girl, girl You'll never get it though girl, girl, girl