[Hook] I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Till the landslide brought me down Oh [Verse 1: Cam Meekins] Yeah, she looked at me and said what's life? I looked at her and laughed I told her we ain't never gonna pa** this cla** I used to joke with her but now she doesn't joke And I used to smoke with her but now she doesn't smoke And she's chokin' on her tears she's bottled up for years Cause these four years go by quicker than appears Her friends ain't her friends cause they bendin' the truth It's hard to plant a seed when she hates all the roots I shoot for the stars but I land at her house Mom's in the kitchen, Dad kicked me out Photos on the wall paint a picture of the past But all it really does is make me wish that it would last She looked at me and cried cause her eyes couldn't take it I held her in my arms and I brought her to the basement Dirty skirts scattered all over the floor It's a mess but I think of it as beauty for sure I look for words to say but I got none left I kiss her for the last time then I gotta step Why is it that every time feels like the first? Except the last time cause this feeling is worse Why is it that every time feels like the first? Except the last time cause this feeling is worse I look for words to say but I got none left So I kiss her for the last time then I gotta step like [Hook] Well, I've been afraid of changing Cause I've built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older I'm getting older too [Verse 2: Cam Meekins] Yeah, she looked at me and said why now? Why we gotta finish? Why is it that four feels like a f**in' minute? Why am I the only one talking right now? What the f** is wrong with me Cam help me out now Who makes the rules? I need to know the answer If your love doesn't k** me it at least will give me cancer Now I'm steppin' back and I see what I was doing Going down a road that at the end was f**in' stupid So I'm pickin' up the pieces, she's takin' out the trash Calling me a f**-up, wishes it would last Why we're breakin' up I don't even f**in' know f** school, f** home, let's go But I got a life, and she got a degree to get But she knows that it won't ever be a secret that I f**in' love you