Called To Arms - Pleasure In The Trough lyrics

I was lured by a faint Glimmer of grace Brought to my feet now I'm struggling to stand Drab cold and empty This cannot simply Be the end of everything I hold in my hand I'm left to fend for myself In the bottom of this trough I'm left to fend for myself All fervor is gone Oh, Irresistible, take my life Make use of your power, Override my freedom Down with my rights Oh, Irresistible, Show yourself, and then I'll believe Show yourself, and we'd all drop dead The riches have left me My soul is cracked The heat of this wasteland Leaves my senses parched I can pray for feelings Or labor on for Your glory It's the law of human undulation Up and down Natural Up and down When the incentive is gone Where does our hope- our hope- lie? I don't want but I will By my will I will stand I will labor on I don't want but I will By my will I will stand Up until the end I will go I will go And though I stumble, You smile At midnight I'll find you And though I stumble I'll find Serenity in the pit Forsaken and obedient At midnight I'll find you And though I stumble, You smile At midnight I'll find you