Called To Arms - Ashamed, Awake lyrics

My soul has slipped through your fingers Suddenly my eyes are cleared The part you had, you have it no longer My scab has come undone Emerging from this dirty shell You die, and die, and die, you're beyond d**h Trapped in a nightmare but then I woke Awakened to a brand new life How could I ever have doubted? So it was you all the time? The very moment I felt so crushed Lowest of lows Behold! You were there And all was well It was you all the time My doubting was ridiculous Embrace d**h, Embrace new life It was you all the time (But we have nothing but shame to report) There is nothing, but shame to report With a dreary flickering of the mind Staring at nothing Nothing was strong Now nothing is gone We have nothing. We have only shame to report. My life is gone I found new life Life in you Life on Earth It was really for ransom (freedom) Ripe for redemption It was really for ransom (freedom) Life on Earth Ripe for Redemption Was always like this My Ransom But Now I'm Waking to New Life