Caliban - A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven lyrics

I turn inside of myself - look back into my past - into nothing - the best time in life - barely present I wish I could go back - tell that nice little boy to be stronger - to be brave - bu I can't he had his chance I burn - scream - I despair on these thoughts of the past - I realize that I had barely lived but just existed - it's too late now and my thoughts feed on this grief - the grief creates tears that burn my skin unable to ease the pain - I float in hoplessness for the time is gone and the boy is a man now the end - a beginning for everything flows and we live to change - live to learn the future's still open and to be lived like the past has been wasted - with hope in my heart I look forward