Calenraps - So Far Gone lyrics

[Intro] Faded, faded I'm so faded Faded, faded I'm so faded!.. [Verse 1] Yo I just woke up from a dream that you had, hit me on my phone You told me that you missed me and you ain't, wanna be alone And I said... "Damn!" I wish I would've known Now I'm tryna hit the road and I don't, plan on coming home I said I gave up on her family, took that dream from me Now the only things I want at this point is p**y and money And you said... "You make my mascara so runny" "Like why to f** you do don't want me?!" "Like Calen just be honest with yo self" "Do you think these hoes gon' ride for you?" I used to sleep on that small couch on my side for you n***as used to love me I put everything aside for you Now I feel so ugly finding someone else ain't possible Cuz I can never love myself like I loved you (Like I loved you) And ain't nobody else gon' understand what I've been through (What I've been through) My momma said you ain't the one for me that just ain't true (That just ain't true) Where you at n***a, this just ain't you [Refrain 2x] Faded, faded I'm so faded Faded, faded I'm so faded!.. [Verse 2] I always think of my regrets when I'm just sitting in traffic All the things that I could've done for you that I haven't Like how the f** could this happen, I hope I make it rapping Cuz if not I lost you for nothing and that's so tragic I don't know if I can live like this, see I'm alone How the f** can I have kids like this The worst part about it all, is I've been like this And I just hope that it don't end like this Cuz this the realist sh** ever baby, I ain't just feeding you lies And don't nothing feel better than looking deep yo eyes I wanna give you everything except the reason to cry I'm bearly breathing don't just leave me to die You Cinderella with a gla** slipper Fighting pain from yo past n***a I ain't the same baby, yeah I swear I ain't the same baby Let me brake you from them chains baby [Outro 4x] Faded, faded I'm so faded Faded, faded I'm so faded!..