Calenraps - Hoopty lyrics

Another day another person leaves before i say goodbye Some days i feel alive and some i sit around and wait to die Sipping getting lifted 'til i'm twisted like a cable tie You say it's addiction, this my way of getting stabilized Faded from the haters my problems were all created by The moment you can't do 'em a favor is when they vaporize That's why i be solo and my faith is all i stay beside And way before a quarantine i been the type to stay inside It's major vibes of a ni**a that's struggling to find himself Afraid they all gon' notice when i buckle like designer belts Conversations with my momma and the marijuana help But nothing take the pain away i just know how to hide it well I'm riding well over the limit but i say "fu*k the law" Felt the same way when that officer broke my brother jaw Riding with that type of stick that doesn't have a clutch involved Before they lock me up i'll load it up and let a dozen off I'm bleeding for my freedom i can't even leave it up to y'all Never felt a low blow, i'm easily above it all And i just let the phone keep ringing when the struggle call Cause i can't let another motherfu*ker in my budget dawg And ever since i rode 'round hoopty Friend ain't a term that i would throw around loosely Very few people i would hold down truly Everybody ghost, now my whole town spooky fu*k... It's been a minute since i've spoken this clear I easily have cried over an ocean of tears When i think about the fact the you supposed to be here And how this supposed to be both our careers It's crazy...how much changed for us over the years Every time i do a show i still hope you appear Right in the back of the crowd Not even rapping aloud Just cracking a half a smile to let me know that you care One thing that i know that i got right about life Is everything must come to an end And betrayal by a lover is a hurt that's like no other But it's worse to be deserted by a friend 'cause i done lost a lot of hoes And i done lost a lot of homies I be swapping out the hoes But ain't forgot about the homies You my dawg then you my dawg If you a thottie, you ain't know me When i can't link with the squad it's when it's obvious i'm lonely Got nobody sitting shotty I been riding by my doley I been scheming for that cream and blocking demons like a goalie She like photos She like shopping Shorty think that she adobe I like smoking while i'm popping every bean my ni**a throw me But i'm focused 'cause i'm not gon' still be dreaming when i'm forty I know i'ma reach the top before i see my ni**a kobe Lately i've been warming up but that don't mean i'm getting cozy If you ever heard me speak it then i freed it or i wrote it ni**a